~ A Chance Of Sunshine ~

2007-02-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

Blog address changed:

www.whisper-of-love.blogspot.com

remember to TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

2007-02-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

to all those who are celebrating this year valentine's day with their loved ones, always remember to cherish those that means the most to you (",) Never hurt the ones you love and enjoy all the moments and times you have with him/her. Caused you never know 1 day when they will be gone and you'll be left alone. yup.

Well, now im back caused i have like a day off or so, so just came back awhile to update awhile before going back to camp later tonight. A few more days is Chinese New Year! haha, hope everything in this year will be better. yup yup, so far today has been....well...alright lar i guess, dont know. Queued up at donut factory for 4.5 hours! a record lor, was getting irritated but had to get some donuts as a valentine's day gift for a few people, yup..i hope they enjoy it.

To You: I've dont know what i want to say or if anything, well just have a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, take care always.

Till the next post

2007-02-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hello

Back after a long long time, ya..i know blog not been updated, so sorry for those who still visit, whether once in a while or frequently (the latter i suppose hardly any people, if at all). haha, anyhows..cant wait for CNY to come, not to collect money, but rather to have the long week off..arr...cant wait, haha =)

Finally gotten my pictures back! haha, so happy! lol! =P thank u lord!

Feel like changing my blog address but i think not, but im gona renovate this blog, soon..actually have a beta design, not have not uploaded the music to go along with it. haha.

Alot of stuff have been running through my head and new chinese music have been nice to accompany me all this time, oh well..till my next post.

adidos people!

2006-12-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

Wah, was afraid blogger was having problem caused just now cannot log in, now can! hee!

This christmas was by far the best christmas i ever had, though i may be broke but it really was worth the time and the money, haha! Really glad to have made 2 of the closest people to me in my heart really happy =) Haha, that was to my Jie Jie and a special someone else *wink I could nearly cry when i see the joy on their faces when they received the presents..haha! plus was so happy caused they like their presents.

A big thank you to both of you for what you've done for me, no words, time or money can ever change how i feel towards you 2. Really touched my heart in different ways, hope to see u guys soon! =P

To the rest, u guys are not forgotten! thank u for everything! Those presents that i received will be posted up and special thanks to them next week + new years day coming!!

See later this week! =)

2006-12-24T12:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was great! haha!

Dinner with my relatives was great, had alot of fun eating and crapping around then hang around at orchard play play. haha, crazy..tonight will be fun!! getting ready to get sprayed! =P

lol! so far the xmas season not bad..thank god for everything he has blessed me with, hee! Merry Christmas everyone!

Update again tonight, cya people! =P

2006-12-21T16:51:00.000+08:00

Oh ya!

Christmas coming soon! I forgot to do something i think but i hope to rush it soon, must give before christmas. Good luck to me!! =)

Have a happy day everybody! Prays to god for everything that he has blessed me with! thank u lord! 1 more obstacle to cross, then let your blessing flow over me.

Live Your Life The Way You Want It To Be And Never Regret Anything

2006-12-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ok, end of the week..i feel tired, probably because i gotten jio to go to zoukout, actually didnt want to go in the end but already bought the ticket so didnt want to waste the money. Zoukout was kinda fun, but still clubbing not my kind?

Oh yay! Im officially 1 year into NS! 1 more year then i'll be free as a bird..whahaha! 364 Days left and counting..yay!

Haha..bought a new game for my psp! haha, that will keep me occupied for awhile..yay! Also happily settled my bill for last month, 1 more month to go then i can start breathing easy.

2 more weeks to christmas and next week is the probably the last present that im going to buy, whew! after that no more! finally..haha, those who get my presents better cherish it hor! hmph if not next time no more presents for u guys, whahahaha!! *evil

This christmas, I'll try to make it a memorable one..jia you daryl! People have hope and faith in everything that u do!

Over and out! =)

2006-12-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

Got nights off so here i am back at my home, actually didnt want to come home but realise i needed something, so ya.

Hai, suddenly feel so tired everywhere..also dont know why..maybe the stress getting to me? *shrug I really need to destress .... getting really really tired... oh christmas where are u... friends jioing me to go zouk and zouk out tomorrow and saturday night, dont know if i should go..im not a clubber...really dont know at this point of time.. just wana find something to destress me... *prays real hard

Be back tomorrow.

2006-12-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

hmm, block leave has come to an end. Hai!! so fast! i think 2 weeks will be much much better lor! oh well..NS for u..

Done most of my christmas shopping, whew! at least finally gotten some money for it. Now time to wait till christmas week then play santa claus..hohoho!! Though i want alot of stuff, i dont have anymore money to play with. all gone to christmas presents.

Well, i hope this year christmas will be a good one, have not had a good christmas for quite sometime now. Christmas 2006! Bring me joy! muahahahahaha!!

aidos till next week pals! =)

2006-11-29T02:33:00.000+08:00

Just a few things left to do for the year end, lets go out with a bang. whatever happens, only time will tell.

If i had 1 last thing to do, i know what i will do. The question is whether i have the will and determination to see it through.

2006-11-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

1 week of block leave has just started. Realise I've not enough money to buy christmas presents so going to work.

Hai, but now sick, tummy upset and got slight fever. Still must work =( Just a mini update, nothing much to blog about.

take care people! good luck to those people in uni and poly who are taking their exams/quiz =) jia you!

2006-11-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

1 more week to holidays! like an excited child awaiting a christmas present =)

oh ya, speaking of christmas present, i will put up my wishlist soon...if anybody still comes to my blog and view..yiling, angela..where are u guys? =( also im going shopping for my friends' presents...all to be done next week when i have the time, yup.

Hai, somebody changed her blog address..now i lost the next most regular update on her...hai..is it me?

I just feel so alone now..

take care

2006-11-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

R & B music

hmm, i wonder whether this kind of music will help me focus on other things? i dont know but playing it right now..feel like going clubbing and take my mind of things but i'm not a clubber either..maybe drink abit..last night out drank 2 bottles of some vodka from cheers..just abit to make me sleep caused i couldnt sleep on friday night..only 4 hrs,this has to end soon i guess..hai..

What do i feel like doing right now? CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! well, i hope this christmas will be joyful, always love the christmas seasons. Loads of good stuff and things will be happening..plus im getting my block leave end of the month..wee! the only thing im looking forward to. Planning to get some things done like buying a few presents for people and some other stuff to do.Interested to go on a holiday but *shrug ... no time plus no mood.

Oh well, back to camp..2 more weeks to block leave..counting down.

Goodnight people

True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending

2006-11-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

New blog

Yup, just updated my new blog, although i dont know how long this skin will stay, i guess it'll be here for awhile. Also dont know why i changed to this blog template *shrug..maybe i'm looking for something that can never be found,i seriously tired and dont really know or want to know at this point of time. Change my tagboard to flashbox, looks cooler anyhow..haha!

Well, its a rainny saturday and im very bored. Rainning so heavily and here i am in front of the laptop blogging away..haha! Now waiting for the christmas season and festive celebrations to arrived so i can enjoy it but doubt so.

Hai, i've really no idea what to do. i feel like going back..back in time to a place where everything was perfectly normal and happy.I guess there never was a place but still i'll like to go and find it, maybe 13 ? 14 ? years old? oh well..guess time do pass and people grow up and things change.

Wherever you are, whatever you are doing..just wanted to let u know that im thinking about you all the time. Myabe u dont come to see this blog anymore, but thats ok..i guess this is my little "hideaway" from all the reality real world stuff. Where i can just say things that i want to say without hurting or making anybody feel out of place.

Till later

2006-11-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

Time is passing me by and sometimes i feel that i dont have a clue on where it is going. But i try to make the best of the time that i have =)

On a brighter note i'm having quite alot of fun at the moment, rollerblading,hanging out with my jie and playing my game at home. Plus I'm having a block leave coming up! yay!=P

On the other note, im still missing u so badly. I thought it was easy when i wrote u that letter, and to think everything will be ok, but this few weeks i've been thinking about u all the time,i know u are having fun and im happy to see that..just wish that..i dont know..nvm.

Take care people!

2006-10-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

HMm, long time no update..nothing much to update, just hoping for xmas to come. haha! presents!!! and i bought stuff to keep myself occupied, some pc game im enjoying playing right now.

Needs to change tagboard and blogskin..will do it soon, stay tune and take care guys..

Night.

Love that is true never grows old.

2006-10-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

Gona change blogskin soon..i find this blogskin kinda nice, but its quite dull dont u guys think?

Anyhow i done what i could do for now, let nature takes it course, and maybe 1 day in the future we'll both see the sun shinning once again.

To her: Take care and remember to always stay happy.Goodbye for now

2006-09-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

i really miss you

2006-09-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

Im still here...even though physically im here, my mind's away...

Thoughts of you still feels my head...happiness lingers around...and i pray that everything will be soon be alright.

when time stands still, I'll stand by you, always.

2006-09-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

Miami Vice is awesome! haha and so was the company of gino. hah! =)

Chu wen! cheer up k? i also hate my NS, but have to get through it, ya..take care! anything give me a buzz..hee!

Now waiting to go back camp, so boring..hai hai! but oh well..tuesday i'll be out! haha! just a mini post.then i'm off..cya peeps! update on wednesday! =P

never give up hope and faith

2006-09-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Happy!!

The super happy person got his makeover pictures just this week...and its B E A U T I F U L !!!
haha, really happy to get the pictures. Also he got his new laptop! a sony vaio..haha! so now gt new comp! 1 down on my wishlist, haha!

But now have to go back camp, hai..after 5 days off..so sad, somemore this week saturday afternoon then book out, so only 1 day out..sad hor? oh well..but at least im glad that i got to complete what i wanted to do during this 5 days.

Seating down next to the beach was a wonderful occasion. hardly ever done that..but it was nice to be near nature and the company was a blessing, i'll always cherish the moments i spend with u. Thanks for making me so happy, you have no idea how much u changed my life. take care! =)

2006-09-11T02:35:00.000+08:00

This weekend was suppose to be a relatively good weekend, but somehow it turned out totally differently from what i expected. but whatever lar..right now not in the mood for anything.

A new week has just started and im have nearly the whole week off. Hope it will be better lar...im seriously in a "dont care" attitude now. Like whatever. Nothing excites me now.. the usual routine of going out with chris for the past 2 nights playing LAN or pool is getting boring.

Now staring at the comp screen blankly. Argh! Need to get all my frustation out. Dont know how to.

The only comfort is listening to jay new album and hope that chu wen likes the present i bought for her. That i feel is something i can be happy about. Other then that..nevermind, just end here.

*Hope u like the present chu wen :)

2006-09-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

Sad

I've no idea, just feeling down and low now..the coming days promises to be fun and exciting..but all i feel right now is depressed..hai..

2006-09-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

This weekend was a relatively good weekend, didnt do anything much actually, just went out with my sec school freinds/teacher and shop around comex but its kinda fun i guess? haha! But now have to go back camp =( sianz, nevermind..tomorrow have nights off, dont know where to go..will decide later :)

Next week having 5 days off! woohoo! cant wait! and the pictures are FINALLY arriving this week!! YES YES! *woot Too excited about the pictures, can go collect them this saturday liao!

Take care everyone! (",)

2006-08-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

Ok, another weekend passes by.

This upcoming weeks are going be so busy, NS only letting me go on sat! then left 1.5 days to rest/relax and whatever. Cause tomorrow outfield then going back so early..must reach camp by 8.30pm =( crazy sia..plus today i had army half marathon, run 10km then super tired, came back around 1 then slept till 6.30, now blog alittle then going back, sianz..oh well, whatever.

Till then!

I Miss you.

2006-08-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

There goes the weekend.

Didnt do much, slack around this few days, nothing to do lar..suddenly an empty void just fills my world..hope it'll get more fun soon. Stayed at home most of the time, nothing much to do. Armour training starting, means more outfield =( hai, well at least this week is couterstrike! haha! go room to room blast down people, lol!

Except for last night went to geylang to eat frog leg with jie jie and christopher. Other then that super sianz. Till next week.

2006-08-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!

This week is lovely beautiful !! haha, spend alot of time getting high! Caused i had 4 days of off after NDP parade, hmpx! the fireworks during NDP so short nia! waste my time..lol! but had duty to do so hai..anyway, its all over! 1 more NDP then i ORD lor!! hahaha!! =P

Thursday was fun! pass my bike test! ooo!! then went down to Ferrari showroom! my 360 not yet arrived..sianz..the f430 have to wait 1 year...sigh..hoping the car will arrive soon so i can get my test drive in a few months time! hehe! then night time went with Jie jie to watch click! really good show! very meaninful! =)

Friday nothing much, just wait for my mom to come home then hang around with her..go out bugis shop abit..thats about all lor =P

Sat!! God blessing day! went out with her go spa and massage..oh my, first time like so pai seh can? go there blur blur dont know what to do. Caused like got butler, then the service staff are all like for those "super rich" which im not currently..haha..then massage wahh..so shiok! but for me ticklish! unlike for some girl beside me enjoying everything..lol!! then after lunch @ the spa headed down to the makeover place, wahh..super nice leh! do the makeup for her..until i cant recongise her, she took LOADS! of pictures! which was like 20+ ? haha.. or maybe more but glad she happy lar..then i took like ard 9 picture? so ya, in the end we had loads of fun taking picture then buying photo frames and selecting which photo we like...had so so so much fun till the bill! 4 digit! ok ok people please dont get a heart attack thank you!

But overall it was a very happy, fun and blessed saturday! makes me wish in times like this time will just stop for a moment so that i can enjoy the beauty of it =)

Off i go..back to camp =(

2006-08-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

My birthday was alright! haha, got nights off on my b'day so not so bad lar..very rare to have it lor, caused usually its on a wednesday but dont know why this time was a tuesday which was on my birthday, god blessing i guess? =)

Like to thank all those people who remembered! Gino, Lynnette! My church friends who i have not met for a long long time! Gil, Yiling, etc. And for those who long time never kept in contact but remembered too! haha, Yi Xian, Helen, Ting, Hanafie, Ryan =P u guys rocks, thanks!

And LAST but not the LEAST is the speical girl who msg or rather sang me a happy birthday song on the sms..and exactly @ 12am..funnie ya? lol! Thanks for the blessing girl! Hope we 2 can be happy always! take care! anything just know that im always there for u rain or shine!

Thanks to all who made my birthday a successful one! Cheers!

2006-07-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

Hai, my birthday is coming near, i thought i would be happy, but guess well, it was never meant to be?

To her: i guess..well I have some explantion to do. About alot of things, ya...but just 2 of the main reason. Well, i guess the first and foremost thing on your mind will be why i did not tell u? its not that i didnt want to let u know or rather is that i sort of know how the answer will come about. I mean i can feel how is it that you feel and i knew the answer like 2 months ago? Also i knew that i may never see u again so thats something that i didnt want to happen at all. I guess now that u asked me first, i couldnt say no..then ya. thats that i suppose.

Secondly will be why i fallen for u? Well, i guess its just that u make me feel very me whenever im aroud or chatting with u. I mean i guess i can just be myself and dont have to be somebody that i am not. Everytime when i chat or talk with you i feel very happy, thats this undescribe feeling that i feel but just words cant explain it alone. Spending time with u is very simple in both the word and real sense. I guess u bring simplicity into my life, something that i have not known existed in this world, like i can do any normal things and just be happy, which is the most important thing.

Hai, thats my post for today, had alot of crying done...i hope it will be over soon, but i dont think so. Thoughts of u still cross my mind every now and then, the past few nights of you in my dreams.

Why is loving someone so painful? its because u know that there will never be another person like the one u love. Sure u can move on and find some other girl to fall in love with, but the new person cant take the place/character/personality of the one that u used to loved in your heart. No 2 person can be the same so even if u fall in love with some other person, the qualities are just not the same. And for that u will always be a special person in my heart.

Argument with my mom just now over my uncle's van which i borrowed last night which had a scratch and dent which i may have to pay for it. My church friends who alot of them last minute tell me they cannot come for my birthday dinner tonight. Dont think will be able to go out and celebrate her birthday with her or maybe ever see her again. This is such a sadden week...hai...wadever lar....2 more days my birthday, this is my life right now and at this moment, heartbroken and depressed....

Happy Birthday Daryl....

2006-07-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

I cant stand the distance. I miss u so much and just want to be at your side.

2006-07-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

Time passes by quite fast during my holidays

Thurs

Meet up with big sam and jasmine in the evening for dinner and movie, long time have not seen big sam liao, at least nearly more then 1.5years, haha..glad to see him =)Watched "hoodwinked" some kind of red riding hood cartoon movie, haha..super lame and funny lar, but not recommended to watch, lol! After that big sam went home caused he had uni camp the next day then jas and i met small sam to eat at senpang bedok. Chill for awhile then headed home.

Friday

Went out with my jie jie at night!! haha, another road trip, this time much more fun caused took alot of pix! but cant post any of the pix up now as the camera which gino lent me and the photos are with him, so ya, waiting for the photos then can post it up on my blog =) We drove around singapore lor, went to changi village to eat chicken wing and had ice dessert, then off to commando camp to send my jie's bf back. After that wanted to drop by dawn's work place and visit her, drove there then founded out she left liao, Hai! buts its alright, there will be another time i guess? haha..Then headed down geylang to eat some dim sum, after that picked up my jie's friend at bukit batok went to west coast to take alot of pix and chill at the playground. Super nice lor, must bring my friends there, im sure they will like it, haha..after that around 4am super tired send jie's friend home, drove myself home then jie drove herself back, a lovely day indeed! going out with my jie always very lovely! so glad to have her in my life, hee! =)

Saturday

Woke up at 4pm caused the night before slept super late (or rather early) Went to meet my relative eat pizza hut then headed down to bugis to collect my o2, glad its ok! =P Then went to buy SHE - Forever Cd..now listening to it, love it =) Headed down to siglap starbucks and waited for gino to finished work then we all went home.

Now just slacking around lor, hai..i feel kinda sad at this moment even though my days are filled with fun. Hai, i wish there is a way out of this misery for me but i know that i have to faced it, be it good or bad.

I really wish u are here with me so that i can be contented. Wherever u are and however u feel about me...just know that I really miss u alot.

2006-07-19T01:27:00.003+08:00

Hey hey! out of camp for 10 days!! woohoo! Heres my update so far...

TUESDAY

Woke up around 11, did not do anything much then just have lunch with my dad, hang around at home till 5+ then went down to meet Irene for dinner. Had KR @ Marina Square, after that went to candy empire(again) to just look see caused Irene wanted to go, lol!! Then decided to chill at starbucks, had a great time chatting with her! catching up with each other and all! aww Irene! hahahaha!!! What can i say? im such a nice guy =P BHB!

MONDAY

Today was supposed to be a quiet day with just dinner at night with angela to celebrate her belated birthday, lol! but in the end woke up in the morning to the sound of my phone ringing to find out that gilian was bored and had nothing to do so i met her at city hall to just basically kill time and hang around =)

Went to eat soup spoon for my lunch and guess who i came across?? Irene!!! can u believe it? (my church friend who disappeared to mars!, haha..ok, aust) ya! saw her with serene (another church friend) chatted for awhile then they left but met up again unfortunately *wink! at Ben & Jerry's. Sat around and chatted for awhile more before heading off with gil to candy empire to buy some sweets. Gil said she wanted to do something different so i decided to get her to play pool for her time, lol! went down to cine to play pool after i headed to kino to get angela's present =)

GiL was good! haha, ok lar..better then me when i first started playing pool! almost won me by 1 ball! but alas! it was not meant to be, lol! =P Out of 4 rounds i won all! *clap clap ...haha!!

After that headed down to J8 to meet angela for sakae sushi! just look @ the pix! she made me eat so much =( think now i put on like another 5kg? hah! thanks girl! *sob ..haha! had fun lar, and glad she enjoyed the food! and would u believe it! I had my first picture taken with her!! after 5 years of friendship?? I've never had a picture with her before..finally siaz! thought singapore was going to snow right then! LOl!! =P *I hope many more to come! whahaha!!

Should have more pix, but oh well, heres are those that i took and have anyhow, enjoy!

Piggies having buffet! lol! =P

So Much Food how to finish?????

Finally done! whew~!

First ever pix~!!

giL Outside K Pool

GiL Playing pool???

giL & Me =)

2006-07-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

Yoz

World cup has finally come to an end! and first time i betted in my life, lol! bet a total of 5 matches, won 3/5 of them, but overall i think still lost $687, sigh, caused of the equalizer in the finals, yup, betted france to win, but oh well, u win some u lose some =) So till another 4 years before im gona bet again, haha!

Had loads of fun going out the pass few days, watching world cup, going midnight cycling with gino all the way to pasir ris to watch world cup? we all siao huh? haha..but nevermind lar, it was fun! met dawn after her work @ pasir ris to watch and eat supper..fun but super super tiring, yup.

Change my blog song liao, nice? actually i had this song a very long time ago but dont know where it went so i finally found someone who has it, then he pass it to me, haha, happy! I'm sure most of u guys would have heard it before, so ya =)

Anyhow i change this song is because i wanted to let the girl that i like know that she means alot to me. ya. This song is dedicated to her =) I'm not sure if she comes to my blog that often, but ya i guess she does come now and then, so at least if i ever get around to telling her 1 day, she wont be that shocked or something *i hope anyway* To that girl: Just want a chance to show u how much i care, even though i may not be there everytime caused im in NS, but i hope that I'll get a chance to be able to be with u caused u showed me that love still exist in this world and its been a very very long time since i was able to believe in love once again. I know u've been hurt before, so have i and i know it may be hard for u to believe just as i did, but just wanted u to know that its possible and that i've fallen for u. I promise u I'll never hurt u caused thats the last thing in the world that i want to do. Take care of yourself and hope to see u soon :)

Hmm, there..i think i said quite alot, oh well..must fight for what u believe in =) thanks to all those people out there! sigh, gotta go back camp, oh well, im *crossing fingers* that im gona be out on thursday! Take care people!

2006-07-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hi people!

Haha, am at my aunty place, nights out so ya, thats why im like so free? haha..ok lar..friday book out! cant wait siaz, then it will be for a difficult time i think? France better win tonight! or else dont know what to say about this world cup, seriously not the teams i expected to get into the semi-finials/finals..yup =)

Was reading my friend's blog and came across something, that when love is involved, anything can happen, even after so long, she is still able to get involved. Am very happy to see that this kind of love is still avaible in the world, and i hope she will be ok, yup. But rather on my side, i dont even know how to let the news be broken to, just hope that the love i have for you will be able to overcome anything that may stand in my way, hope to find my courage to let u know, yup..jia you daryl!

Till then!

2006-07-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey hey!

ok ok, i know its like 2 weeks since i last updated? sorry..not that i did not have time but just slipped my mind, ya. a deep and sincerely apology to all those who regularly come and check it out, well, its updated now =)

Last week i'll just recap briefly, last friday came home quite early caused got early book out so just came home chill and watch the OC which i rented on dvds @ video ezy..haha, nearly finished except for a few more which i need to go back and borrow it 1 more time. Sat went to cut my hair then met parents at Fullerton for their belated anniversary dinner. Ate at town restaurant which had a seafood buffet, nice nice, yup. price ard 48+++ per pax but overall an enjoyable dinner then headed down to meet gino for superman returns, actually did not want to watch caused it was at 1.40am but 1 of his friend could not make it so just go lor, or else the ticket wasted. yup =)

So now back at home, yes i book out caused i have a medical appointment tomorrrow. A CT scan..can u guys believe it? lol! wonder whats wrong with me? well, i know im alright caused im blessed! haha! =P

Hmm, lately i've been thinking alot, i dont really know what to do, just that i hope everything will turn out fine, some of u guys may know what im talking about, some may not, but well, its coming to the end of the tunnel and i feel like i have to let u know how i feel, u may or may not know but thats a totally differnt thing. Whether or not its gona work, well, i'll just pray that i'll have this chance and that i really cherish u alot.

Goodnight peeps!

2006-06-19T02:58:00.000+08:00

Ok ok, i know i've not been updating..but hey! im a busy person and also a very tired person =) shall update now.

Last Weekend

I serious have no idea what i did last week, i mean i do..but just too tired now to write about it, suffice to say that it was quite a good weekend =)

Yesterday

Came home at around 10am and slept my eyes out caused of the pass 2 days where i have been sleeping for only around 3 hours thanks to then military for live firing and cleaning arms. Woke up around 3+, had lunch of chicken rice which my mom bought then went for facial, after that headed down to queensway to buy for gino his b'day present which was an addidas shoe, haha..lucky i bought it before he did though =P After that went down hougang to celebrate father's day. Thats the end of my tiring day..haha =)

Today

Met Dawn @ marina parade for shopping and lunch which took up about the whole afternoon, but it was fun! =P then went to beach road to get some army stuff done, after that met gino to passed him his present then off to watch a movie, so now just came home which im all so so tired..shall catch my ZzZzzz...night peeps!

2006-06-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

Back home! haha, but super bored siaz, tomorrow have guard duty, hai..sianz siaz! get 1 extra for nothing, stupid NS, oh well, could not be bothered, just do and leave that place. yup =)

I wanna go find new place to eat!! anybody wanna come with me?? dont worry lar, i wont bring u guys to eat anything that will make u faint or what..haha! sign up @ daryl's makan session! (at my comment conrner! *wink) =P got to go, take care peeps! =P

2006-05-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

Friday

Came home quite early around 5+ then slack around till 10+ went down siglap to meet gino for makan, cheesecake cafe! long time never go there leh, haha! quite happy returing there, ya..had my fav double choc cheesecake! standard still around there lar..thats good =) After that took cab send gino back then i go home.

Yesterday

Woke up around 12+ , then went down to collect a game for ryan, after that went to J8 passed him the game and had lunch @ rajisen raman, yup. After that headed down to orchard to meet my relatives for dinner, had mac. But before that went shopping alone, got to far east see jie, hehe, we all wanted to go watch x-men 3 @ night but in the end tired..so never go lor, had supper with gino then chow home to ZzzZz

Today

Woke up @ 2+ then had chicken rice my mom bought for me, now slacking around, the usual sunday lar..rest and relax + sleep till go back camp. hehe, off to sleep for awhile, chow! =)

Hai! so sianz, i got alot of bites from mosquitos, sandflys, rashes..so many from this week outfield!! caused nowadays got outfield training, every week will have lor, so sianz, hai!! im gona look so ugly! =( oh well, part of NS(which i so hate) anyhow..got to go rest! bye people! =)

2006-05-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

Friday

Came home late then went to bendemmer to meet gino for supper @ mac, haha after that ZzZz

Saturday

Woke up around 12+ then followed my mom to eat lunch at serangoon north after that headed down to orchard to shop around lor, wanted to buy the promotional ipod nano @ 160 for the 1gb but they were sold out aleady...hai! but nevermind i will have the w950i soon! haha! look at potential cameras that i wanted to get also for another time, hehe! After that went to levi just for fun but ended up with this really cool tee, cost $70 =( but it was really really nice so i got it, yup, really happy lar..haha! Then bought tix for da vinci to see with my relatives @ 1230am @ lido. Headed down to suntec to eat NYDC with my mom, met up with gino, saw dawn and their friends then just chill for awhile @ starbucks, but hor, the starbucks there dont know why first time so tasteless! wah seh, cannot make it siaz, wanted to complain but was not in the too pek cek mood so never lor but if another time...! Chris and nick headed down after that for awhile then went to play aracde, after that went to meet my relatives for the movie, not bad lar but there are better shows if u wanna spend your money on, yup =) Had supper then headed home for ZzZzz.

Today

Woke up do abit of editing to my blog, still am on it actually till tonight lor. ya

Hey guys i need to know whether the music is playing like 2 times together on the post area, let me know ya? thanks! wanna change song to chinese liao =P but dont know whether will fit the blog nt, hmm..haha, oh well, we'll see..heh! take care and see u all next weekend! =P

2006-05-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

Okie! this is the pictures that i had no time to put up last week, its my road trip with jie, enjoy! =)

Ice Cream and Pretzels

Beef Rice i think?

Jie With the Beautiful light

Tao Hui @ Gelyang

Hmm, dont know what my jie take, nice cup? lol!

1 of the more nice pix =)

2006-05-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

Saturday

Yup, like my last post, did nothing then just slack whole day at home, at least my cold has recovered =)

Sunday

Woke up @ 12pm then make my way down to church for speedlight service, awesome! long time never go there liao so had losta fun! iuncluding meet nic! hai, tell you ar, dont know where she disappear liao, lol! no lar, actually she in singapore but just have not seen her for like over a year liao, haha...see lar, some kind of friend she is? LOL! kidding! Anyhow real glad to see her, after that we went to tampines to eat some new york pizz, quite alright lar, nic love the chicken wings cause it was really hot so ya, glad she enjoyed it =) after that she had to go for jap class so i made my way back to church to meet jie for movie, this is where the fun part starts...

Met her then drove to PS for MI3, even though i saw it, the show still rocks lar, to me at least, haha..she also say really good, bought popcorn and cheezy dogs to eat, yum! After that had pretzels and some italian ice cream, actually we didnt know whether that was dinner or not but oh well, we didnt care..haha! then we had to pepper lunch at dhoby ghuat exchange for dinner, firs time walk there..ya, had some steak with rice while jie had beef with rice..lovely! yup =)

After that dont know where to go so i suggested we go kai kai, hehe! then we drove to sixth avenue to pump petrol which cost me $65 caused i paid for her, ya..haha, but in the end she paid me back $50 so ya, but i didnt mind paying for her at all, after all my dear jie jie mah =) hee! Then we drove to national stadium there caused wanted to take pictures and show her where it was but her digi cam no batt! so sad! but nevermind lar, there will always be another time, then headed down to geylang for tau hui after that we drove to jurong to see ferrari showroom! After that jie suggested to go to west coast park but she not sure how to go so i checked the map and i drove there..haha! fun hor? then headed down to west coast park, shiok siaz! we played swings, climb up ropes, we all like small kids siaz..lol! but very fun! took quite alot of pictures at the mac after our running around at the playground..haha, will post it up when i have the time this coming weekend, stay tune! =) After that around 2.30am liao..lol! super late so we all headed home, i drove home then jie drove herself home, a fantastic road trip! will surely go more on this kind of trip like this in the near future especially when i have my new digi cam =P

Well, the end! Fun hor my sunday? love it, thanks jie for everything!

Today

Slept nearly the whole day, lol! but good to rest after my nice trip last night, did up my new blog! nice not? give me comments ya u peeps! haha, take care! cant wait for this weekend where i have something to plan for *excited* bye people!!

2006-05-13T14:19:00.000+08:00

Wednesday

Hmm, what did i do aR? lol! cant remember leh..jia liat..erm..*thinking* wahh..die, really cant remember, hai..nvm, just let this place be blank (for now)..lol! oh yes just remembered! went to my secondary school in the monring to help out my teacher mark exam papers, haha..long time never see her liao, real glad to see she ok and all =) then went for lunch with her and a few other teachers. after that came home rest awhile before heading to clarke quay to meet some of my army friends for drinks..yes yes, i know i dont usually drink, but just for fun lar, after that came home quite late. end of day. LOL!

Thursday

All i know is i slept very late on wed night so woke up like @ 2pm on thursday. After that i went down to city hall to meet gillian, haha..long time never see her liaoz, saw her on my last block leave which was like 4 months ago at the begining of this year, yup yup. she was late! haha, so now i guess we are even caused last time made her wait, hehe!! After that we headed down to kenny rogers for lunch, not bad, have not ate there so long, so quite nice! haha! then we went to marina square swensons for ice cream which she treated me! aww! thanks gil! =) then went to godiva and bought some chocs so that i can share with her..hehe! lovely yummy choc..yum yum!! wanted to buy somemore but there will be another time, and yes it will be soon!! haha

Friday

Woke up then went to eat mac for breakfast with my mom, then traveled down to my aunty house in holland. spend the day with my relatives after that went to some pottery place in jurong east which i bought for my mom her mother's day present, some glass thingy..anyway job done. hah! then went to meet hock,ryan,des and kwan yuai to play LAN @ peinnsular plaza after which went to beach road to eat stemboat with my whole family to celebrate mother's day. then finally in the wee hours of the morning chilled out near gino hose at some prata shop with gino and shao hong, had a good talk..had alot of fun though, haha =)

Today

Nothing much, woke up then went for facial, after that now in front of the comp blogging lor. wanted to jio dawn out for dinner tonight but she not free, alot of my friends also not free, so ya..guess i'll be alone today, its alright...some rest and relax would be good =) Take care peeps!

2006-05-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

After guard duty on thurs night to fri morning, super tired liaoz..still had to go for company games day @ sentosa, quite fun lar..played frisbree then became champion platoon in that game and overall champion =) After that came home, lie on the bed and the next thing i knew was that it was 10pm already..haha, thats how tired i was, besides i was having a cold. yup

Today

Woke up go for haircut @ simei, after that met up ryan at tampines mart mac before coming home to change, while coming back from tampines, happened to walk pass nette place, its been a long time, never been there for like 2 years liao, alot has changed but alot still the same..ya, the mac there is different though..then went to meet up with my pals @ PS for MI3 movie, haha..overall not bad lar, quite like it =) yup yup! then went to play lan for awhile, ate dinner @ funan then here i am sitting in front of the computer blogging away.

Currently listening to very old music, ok..not that old but its like those that i listened to 2-4 years back..ya, brings back alot of memories both nice and painful at the same time, but ya..life is still ongoing.

Anyhow i've sort of given myself 1 more chance to try it out, ya..1 more shot, 1 more time..see where it lands me, and hope it will remain that way forever. Because what i feel now is more then i felt in a very long long time, but if it doesnt come the way i hope it would, then well...we'll see when we cross the bridge ya? dont want any negative thoughts..haha..ya..lets do it, i know it may be hard on my side and maybe on the other side, but i'll get through, and i know u will too surely and i'll make sure that in this life, nothing else matters except how i feel about u

goodnight

2006-05-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hahaha!! im nights off! hai, only from like 6.45pm to 10pm? so crap right? caused they say suppose to be till 11 or 11.30pm but just before we went out, they change to 10pm..grr! thats NS for u..bleah!!

In case u all wondering where i am, im @ my aunty place..ya, had KFC for dinner just now, my aunty bought home delivery so yup, ate quite alot as usual =P haha *gulity

cant wait for mi3 this sat! lastest news is that i dont have to go for live firing on sunday which means i'll be FREE! as a bird! lol, plus block leave coming up! woohoo! take care guys! back to msn for more chatting before booking in =(

Wanted to post something more, but i think that will have to wait till this friday book out, yup..bye! =)

2006-05-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

Saturday

Book out quite early around 11+am but came home around 1+pm caused there was no cab around choa chu kang area..grr! made me wait for like 30mins..haiz..came home called jamie in aust..so nice, long time have not talked to her already, really glad to hear her voice even though she was troubled but glad now everything worked out =) yay! After that met my mom then went for facical(ok ok, i knw its vain, but my face =() haha..after that met up with chris and nick @ funan to chill out, had dinner at KFC then bought FF7:Advent Children to watch later @ night which ends my saturday. not really that interesting..haha =P

Sunday

Slept late on sunday wee hours of the morning so woke up like around 1pm? haha..then met gino for lunch @ lavender. had quite a number of food but couldnt remember..haha! then later travel to century square to meet my parents for dinner @ billy bombers, ya..haha, went there surprise dawn while she was working with her ice cream and bread which i promised her on the day when we went for ice skating, finally done what i had to do so now feel so happy satisfied =) hope u enjoyed it too ya dawn? =P what a happy day today was! (",)

Today

Woke up went over to my neighbour's house to eat lunch then book all the tickets for MI3 this sat..went down to PS to buy the tix and pass them all to those people who will be going, ya..met hock leian, eugene, wai kit and chris there for the tix exchange while drinking starbucks, cant wait to watch it this sat!!! think i will be watching it more then once! haha, so happy! faster sat come! or better yet! next week is my block leave!! woohoo!! gota go guys! cya! =P

2006-04-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

Was just reading a few of my friend's blog. Love is so mysterious..sometimes it can make u feel safe, secure and warm in the knowning that someone is out there missing and loving u but other times it can hurt so much that u just wish it just didnt happen, ya...sometimes when i look back, i feel the same way as how other people is faring..April 8th just past not too long ago..if we had been there, it would be our 4th year..but oh well..time passes and everybody changes..so i guess everybody just have to move on? even though sometimes one just not want to. just my thought..but i guess time can heal all wounds? i'll never know..On to a happier note below! =)

Yesterday

Sat! wohoo! haha, finally the day has arrived to have fun! started off with morning PT of 400m sprint, so boring hor? then needa stay back for remedial run for 4.2km ended up leaving camp quite late caused of the run..went down to jurong east mrt to meet dawn for ice skating..hai, because i book out late then needa make her wait for abt 1hr..sorry dawn! stupid NS..grr!

Ice skating was fun! long time have not gone for it liao, around 4 years!! and the feeling was just nice even though i was quite tired..imagine 30mins after 4.2km run then ice skate for 2 hours? too bad gino could not make it..u missed out bro!! haha, lucky dawn never fall or else i wont know what to do..lol! but we both had fun! next time must try other things ya? thanks for the afternoon anyway dawn!! had alot of fun with u!! wanted to buy her the ice cream with bread that i promised her but totall forgotten about it! how stupid of me huh? nvm, there will be another time and this time i will remember!! =P after that met gino @ gv plaza to watch the "sentinel" ...not bad but could be better with more action from kiefer..haha! =)

Today

Woke up at 11.30am then went online do stuff till around 1.30 then met up with ryan caused he wanted to buy a PSP..ya, go funan look around but to no avail, he can get cheaper..ya, so after that go beach road buy some army stuff then now @ home blogging lor..cant wait till next week again! maybe jio people go out caused got long weekend due to labour day..love u labour day! =) cya nxt week folks!

2006-04-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hi hi !!

Haha, see the date? ya? ok ok, i know its a monday and everybody will be wondering "why isnt daryl in camp?" well, its because im sick! on MC, only for 1 day lar..but still better then nothing..hai, got headache then feel like vomitting..sigh, the doc give me only today, unfair siaz..i want at least 2 days! lol! should have requested that i want 2 days then see what happens..hah! then can slack at home, army is boring..cant wait to ORD and get back to STUDIES..LOL! =P

Ya, just a mini update..cant wait to go ice skating and watch movie this sat! thats all im looking forward at this point of time, ya..take care folks! =)

2006-04-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

Good Friday

Hey hey guys!! sorry for not updating for nearly 2 weeks! ya, caused last week i only had 1 day off caused have guard duty..the best part? i volunteer for it..haha, but there is a purpose lar, i wont volunteer for nothing right? besides..who wana do guard duty? LOL!

Woohoo! got my kingdom hearts 2 game and guide book!! so happy! that game rox to e core man! haha, i play quite slow lar..caused of my ns..but still it can keep me occupied on weekends and i dont have to go out waste $$ ..haha, then i'll have savings! yay!

Today? went for good friday service @ woodlands, after that followed jie, nat and serene go makan brunch..after that went to orchard to shop alone..actually suppose to wait for gino but hor..that guy sleep till never wake up..somemore waited for him till 8pm..grrr!!

Dont know why today i felt so irritated and moody..hai..caused maybe i felt lonely? i dont know..nobody was free to accompany @ all to watch movie, etc. Really nobody today..everybody i msg or call on my phone all cannot make it..sian..then caused of my mood, i usually on the spur of the moment buy stuff that later i would regret(jamie, u would know me, ya)..i nearly bought a new handphone, SE w810i ... ya, crazy hor? 568 + new m1 line..lucky i manage to drag myself home in time so that i didnt buy.. hai.. well, thats all about my good friday. ya, take care folks!

2006-03-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! ok ok, i know u guys think 2 weeks update is a long one, but i cant be help? most of the time in camp anyway, hai..such a sad life, welcome to my world! =( and like today i only have 12 hours out? caused had guard duty from yesterday 7am to this morning 7am, a 24hr thing..while other people booked out yesterday..ya, oh well..everybdoy will have to do it someday or another, so might as well do it fast and get it over and done with =)

On a brighter note though, Kingdom hearts 2 is going to launched!! wohoo! can play next week when i book out =P haha! and i wanna buy new music cds to listen to! but have no idea what to get, currently listening to all the chinese music chu wen gave me, hehe..so nice! yup!

Hmm, anyhow i think maybe i need to clarify some stuff, but ya, when im free bah..now like super busy.. oh well, take care peeps! update next week! cya! =)

*anybody wanna watch ice age 2??? count me in!! =P

2006-03-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haha, can u imgaine chatting with 4 girls @ once on MSN? total chaos! lol! actually not so bad lar..juz that have to reply fast, but after awhile dont know where they will all disappear to =)

See told u guys i'm back with my blog, now going to update quite faithfully! hehez! long exchanging songs with chu wen! she has so mannnyy sonngggss!! and all those she sent me are those that i wanted only that i dont know where to download it from and have completely no idea about the title or the artiste, hah! ok, go ahead and mock me on how bad im @ about chinese artiste. =P

Im like multi-tasking? have so many stuff to do, help my friend with her proj, exchanging songs, watching dvds..haha, and u guys think that my hols was to relax and slack around, well..actually it is, but oh well..i still call this having fun, hee! enjoy guys! till tmr!

*PS: Chu wen!! u r e best!! haha, god bless ya! =)

2006-03-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Yo yoz! long time no update, yes yes, i'm fine and doing quite well, i put on 10kg? can u guys believe it?? and also i'm quite sure nobody comes to this place anymore..haha! but i dont blame u guys! anyhow nowadays got MORE free time during NS, i'll try to update k? thats a promise, haha! yup yup =) All this pictures u are seeing are from my outing with my kan jie jie day before yesterday! hee! quite fun lar, we always do some crazy stuff..see our supper? we had it @ bugis starbucks..lol, u guys can try it sometimes =P ok, dont bore u guys, see the pictures and enjoy! although we took alot of pic, i'll only post those that quite nice, caused have loads! and if u guys see it, its about the same..so ya! Take care people!

*And also a new song on my blog! haha, says alot about my new photos =P

Another nice pic!

Nice pic! with jie jie =)

See, after a hearty supper, all over! haha! *mind the fats ladies and gentleman =)

A smiley face made of ice cream and mashmallows! =P

Here is the start, hmm, can we finished?

2005-12-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

Fast And Furious

Chio Right? haha! cool man, duno what to name for this pix so juz paste it, looks very professional, like some movie poster. LOL! Anyhow, this was my night cycling with my friends fropm my house to siglap then to orchard then finally back hm. Really exciting! must go again, take this kind of pix, who knows, maybe enter a competition can win! haha!

Ok, this is one of the latest but not the last post as im leaving for NS, hai..they decline my deferment, anyhow, one must go through it. Yup, so i hope u guys take this post as a "bye bye" u will not see me that soon kind of post, lol, but dont worry, i wont forget anybody out there, and when im out, anybody who wanna meet me will be able to do so and i'll try my best to see u guys too! Kk, now alittle "bye bye" to a few people that i wanna say, its not in any order of significance so ya, even if your name is the last, dont worry too much about it =)

Ting: Hello hello! hope u like your present! heh!If u dont like u can always give me back! haha, kidding lar...haha! I want my snowcap when i get out ok? grr! or else im gona find u! LOL! take care of yourself ya? and dont worry about things too much which aren't in your control. Just let it be, haha..happy working @ NY, see u soon!

Jamie: Hey Hey! long time no see, sorry i couldnt get the information to you! hardly ever see u online, but i hope u have not forgotten about me ya?? haha..If im not out for christmas, then let me wish u in advance: MERRY CHRISTMAS JAMIE!! haha, i want my present too, sorry your present gona be late this year, very rushing to get everything done before i go into NS, but you wont be forgotten. Stay Happy and for the Best! Dont get too STRESS!! cya soon!! miss hearing from ya =)

Chu Wen: hehe! hello! thought i forget you right? yup, Merry Christmas! hope to see u soon or something. but ya, just wanted to say bye bye!

Angela: Haha, you ar? dont need say bye bye lar..lol, always will be there right? haha, dont worry, i've already help sandy with the package, should be coming to u quite soon, but i will check up on it. U have fun doing final year project k? lol..k lar, joking..but ya, have a happy and good merry christmas and i will be seeing u soon, your christmas present will be coming "soon" haha..but it will be there, take care!

Audrey: hello girl! haha, thought i left u out is it ? nah..hope everything will be alright for u, yup yup..thanks for the nike tee, love it. haha! so remember to leave your phone on ar? caused u never know when im free to give u a call when im bored..lol, ya, in camp also can be bored i suppose..hahahaha! kk, see u around! btw, i want my christmas present! will definetly miss u! and all your nonsense! haha! chow! =)

Nette: hi hi! glad to be talking back with you, yup..i'll catch up with u soon k? btw i have the cd with tori all on it, when the next time i see u i i'll pass it to u.. which wont be soon, but neither it will be too long, your present will be included when i see u lar k? haha..take care! have fun in uni! Merry Christmas!

Chris & Nick: All in one lar k? dont have so much time for u guys! LOL! kidding lar..will be seeing u when i get out ya? Have fun throughout dec, dont club too much lar..waste money only..save better, lol! Stay ahead of your goals! bye!

Gino & Xuan: Iya! this one, dont know why i bother to put it in here..waste my time only..LOL! joking lar, have a Happy Merry Christmas together k?? and xuan, the cheesecake ar? lol, "on its way" sure come one..only matter of when, haha! Gino! take care of my psp! or else im gona have your head! arr well, sure will take care right? better be! chow u guys!

Gene & Eunice: Merry Xmas guys! see lar gene, ask u see me u dun want..hah! your fault! no xmas present for u! over!! over!! lol, see u when i get out lar k? make time!!! bye guys! See u @ gym next time eunice if u are willing to go once your workload is down, LOl!

Ryan,Hans & Shao: hehe!! thanks for the night cycling, u guys rox! (besides Sh) lol, Merry Xmas to u guys! hans! thanks for the pix on your friendster, looks really nice, next time we take one pix with our own motorbikes..LOL! in another 5yrs or so? haha..sh ar..go die lar..i steal gun go find u then u can pay me back my $82! hmph, dont think i forget! ryan, thanks for the pix and the company, must thank me again for me retreving your stolen bike, lol! cya guys!

Helen: Last but not else, hey there, its been awhile..ya, i've know you've been busy and all but well, u got my sms? hope u did. Dont know what u want for your present still, haha..but i will bring u something, Christmas day hope can get out ya? I hope u will like your xmas present if im not there to give it to u or anything, yup yup..someone may pass it to u..yea...will be away for awhile but i think i can msg/call in the night. So ya, hope to hear from u soon or something. Remember to have fun and stay happy..and i'll hope to see u soon! Anything just let me know, chow!

2005-08-25T03:25:00.000+08:00

Feeling better now..haha, so yea..thanks to all those people who stand by me, wont forget u all!! hehe! u guys are a big help! =) thanks a bundle!!

yawnz..nth much to update lar...all things alright back to normal! yup yup =)

chow, goodnight people..keep it short n sweet =)

2005-08-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

Damn..

this feeling is killing me, finally gt a hands on on my frens comp...this is really sickening...hai

how to feel true betrayler? i dun know, maybe someday i will find out everything, i suppose that maybe once in awhile..shit like this happens...

i dun really want to let my feelings be known, juz for now..maybe a few or maybe 1 will know, but i duno whether i will see that day come...i've nt felt like this for more then a year...since my last break up or rather, my one 1...i guess i usually like my frens be happy then me? but when will i find happiness? i've no idea...all i know is maybe i will be broken hearted...

if ever i'll feel happier, i hope the rest of the world will feel it too, like i said, i rather let my frens be happy...

what are secrets? i dun really know but i guess some secrets are better left unsaid...looks like another sleepless night for me..wtf...nt like i have a life or anything.

thanks to the true frens who are reading n there for me! really appreciate it...and a new one, ting =)

i really feel like shit...damn, no matter how hard i try, it ends up wif nothing...rather this blog entry i didnt write it...i may regret this...but oh well..life goes on...

with or without frens..

goodnight

2005-07-08T02:36:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY

Went out to say my last goodbyes to my manager who will going to be her last day @ NYDC Suntec, so sad, but oh well, i got a free lunch from her! haha! after that went around town searching for present, but finally settled on a precious moments figurine, nice i must say, hope she will be touched! Shall pass it to her tomorrow on her farewell BBQ =(

THURSDAY

Brought step ( my neighbour) for interview to work @ NYDC, haha...she got in, good for her! haha, but of course with my recommendation lar..haha =P BHB! then after that went to pick audrey up to go with her to East Coast for my ex-manager farewell party..had alot of food to eat, + slipper lobsters! *yum* but hor...so sad, she gone just like that, will definetly miss her! and alll her craps, lobsters, etc! haha...

TODAY

now going to sleep lor, cause nothing else to do, still thinking whether to bring that friend of mine for her birthday's meal...hmm, tough decision! too tired, shall not ponder anymore! will sleep on it, lol!! nightz peeps!

2005-07-02T03:34:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY

Whee! so happy! went out with my da jie, haha...for 1 whole day, lol. Cause long time never been out with her alone liaoz..yea, so 1 of the many "sibling" outing. hehe! Met her @ far east, then went walk walk, shopping for her grad night, went to quite a few shops looking for her blazer. Found quite a few at Top Shop,U2,G2000 but in the end never bought what she was looking for but other things..haha, she bought a top from mango though.. =) After that went to Sakae Sushi for sushi buffet, and our meal was for lunch/hi-tea/dinner all combine, haha..we make a target of 30 plates, only manage to finished 26 plates..haha, short by 4, oh well, try harder next time! =P After that went taka ate ice cream, then paragon to buy a cd for audrey then off to GV plaza to see movie, "alot like love" haha..quite funny and also quite touching in the end, overall a 3.5/5 for the movie from me, yea..After that went hm...catch shut eye! lol, ZzzZ..took quite alot of pix also, shall post it on my blog when i have the pix from her digital camera =)

Friday

Must be really tired cause i slept at 4am in the morning..yea, dont know why couldnt sleep..then woke up at 11...but was so tired that i fell asleep around 2+ .. finally woke up @ 4.30 cause needed to get to work, work was alright..just tiring, imagine standing around for 7hrs..lol..

Today

Just got back from work, showered and all...need to get some ZzZz or else later on at night i will faint..lol..6pm start work again..thats like in 14hrs..and i usually sleep around 10hrs if possible..Lol, i know, such a pig *oink* Good night people!

2005-06-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

Back again!

aHa! ok, some people would find this werid, but who cares yea? chinese music for my blog! haha, Jay Chou somemore..kk, im sure some of u would have heard of this song already but this the full version of it, not the short 2-3mins that u heard. *wink*

Took out the poem at last, its like quite old, so yea. thought i might think of something new so that i can get my blog up and going again! haha! Look out for that space soon~! =P

Sorry for not updating as often, been busy, working and other stuff. yup. but i'll try very often to update often k? i know i usually say this much but heck, i will keep it updated, just make sure u guys tag my taggyboard and comments! haha!

Hey angela, u got my stuff from the mailbox yet? if not i think i have to go down and complain to them! how can take so long siaz..haha.. =P hope u like it =) hahahaha!!

Lastly but not the last (of course!!), this song goes out to all the people that reads my blog often! thanks u guys! but also to 3 speical people at least at this point in time *Angela, Yi Xian & Audrey*

haha, guess thats all for now, its late or rather early...enjoy the song girls! =) Byebye!

2005-06-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

New song! haha, at least for the moment, whew, i got my sound card working already, but hor, still only 2 speaker that is blasting out, not the actual 4 that i wanted..oh well, waiting for the technical helpdesk to call me back..grr, hurry up, i dont have all the time in the world. Crap, amd i need a new comp..my comp is so dying, and i cant have my ipod filled with songs cause im running a win 2000, not a win xp...grrr~!!! i need music man!!

Well, this few days have been weird for me, dont know how to describe it, just weird..oh well..at least im happy and excited, for the moment..shall remember to write testi for a few nice people yea? =)

Bought myself a new cd, bsb..haha, alright..i know its weird..but oh well, i listen to all kinds of songs, at least i appreciate many different kind of songs yea? not sure whether i should buy coldplay new album..hmm, shall keep that in mind..who wants to go watch "alot like love" ?? i need a partner..haha, all my frens are busy, yea...that includes you! well, maybe not all those who have been reading my blog, but some of you. haha..

"Lost" is a good show! haha, nowadays im not gona work on thurs night, cause got "lost" to watch, haha..

sianz, now rainning, later going to work...bleah, angela! where are u..i wanna chat girl, im bored.. ZzZz.. oh yea!

oh yea..Hi sam! do u still read my blog? hmm, hope u do, stay happy n funky! nice seeing u after so long...keep in touch k? =P

Off i go..

2005-06-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

Crappy feeling!

argh, dont get me started, dont know wads e *peep* is wrong with me..i feel so empty inside of me, this emptiness is killing me! grr!! maybe i know the reason why, other people may know..but i dont think anything will make me feel better...i dont know...*lost* where are you? =(

Today was alright, i mean at work..my oulet manager came back, yeah..quite happy lar..but the above mention feeling that i have was with me the whole day, even pass 2 nights..couldnt sleep till 3am..thats bad..lets hope tonight pattern will be better..sigh..

2005-06-03T01:47:00.000+08:00

Back @ hm, sitting in front of the comp updating.

Today woke up ard 1pm, haha..ok i know its late..but im off! so yea..after that met eunice ( my best friend's sister) to buy her shoes for her gym .. yup..then ate sizzler with her. alright lar sizzler but could be better, anyhow first time tried it. so yea.

After that went to watch Madagascar with chris. overall nice movie! only setback was could be longer though!!! grr! but it was funny to watch..haha!!

Oh well, angela! nice hair! *thumbs up* Good night people!

2005-06-02T02:09:00.000+08:00

YEAh!

Happy happy! at least for now lar...its a step forward, even though a small one. =)

Anyhow today was a b-o-r-i-n-g day, didnt do much of anything, felt so tired that i woke up at 9am, but fell asleep after lunch till 5pm, then went down to cine to meet my fren for dinner @ kfc. yea, after that just hang around then came home.

Im going to get my new bed tomorrow! its a super single, not a queen that i wanted..but oh well, at least i have a bed to sleep in anyhow. =P and a bigger one at that! haha!

After that talked to yi xian for awhile, courtesy of angela, yup yup. but then she had to go sleep, tomorrow long day for her,yea..oh well, i need to change myself, yea, starting the change already *plucks up courage*

Good night people!

2005-05-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

Basically i realised that we lived in a really small world, a person that i have lost touch with ends up being so close to me, well i mean that this friend i knew from like 3 years ago now is a friend of my friend, haha...how small a world can u get?

I've just been hanging around for sometime now, nothing to do and no mood to update my blog, but will find a reason to for all of those loya fans of my blogs..haha =P Now i shall go and do things that i was suppose to do 2 years back but have not done it. yes, i think u know what im talking about..i'll go get it done..kk, if you know who u are =)

I wanna go watch Madagascar! anybody up for it? someone go with me lar..i need company, sigh...anybody? tixs and maybe lunch/dinner on me (incentive for those people whose wallets are empty) haha..

I'm missing you now..even though i seriously doubt u know who u are ... or even if you knew, its like weird its happening like this...yea,its like 1.20am in the morning and here i am saying im missing you...but i guess u will never know how i feel... maybe sometimes its best to leave it in this way, maybe one day you'll know, and i'll pray for that day to come.

Peace out

2005-05-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

Just a quick update before i go and sleep, gotta work whole day tomorrow..sorry guys for not updating often..have heaps of stuff to do, actually not really lar..just sianz of blogging, have no idea whatever for..haha, anyhows..went to my manager's house just now to see the new baby boy who was born slightly more than a month ago..yea, really quick! so adorable..i want mine soon! lol..kidding!!

After that went to meet gillian and yiling to watch star wars 3...was late..sorry lar..then in the end never go and watch, so we went hereen to eat nydc then go shop around awhile. Gillian left early while yiling stayed with me to shop longer till about 7+, after that she too went home. After that went to watch star wars 3 with my relative, ok lar the show, quiet alot of action! haha..lightsaber fights were the coolest man! lol !

Hmm, i dunno about this feeling i have recently..but i dont know whether u know, but i've really missed you..sometimes at night i think of you and u just wont go away from my mind..quite often i tried to make it leave..but it wont..i dont know how i feel liaoz...just feel that i really missed u alot..sigh..

Off i go to sleep! gil n yiling ar...we go watch star wars 3 k, again for me but i dont mind, quite nice like i said...take care, cya!!

2005-05-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

Just came back from going out with audrey..haha, for those of u who dont know who audrey is, shes my colleague at nydc. yup yup. Went to play aracde at suntec, after that headed down to cine to play pool..bleah, i juz so lousy at it..or maybe not *wink wink* after that she headed for school and i went to apple care center to get my 2 ipods fix, or rather 1..cause 1 of them was ok, the other had to be replaced..harddisk crash..lol..anyhow, will get a new one from them =P

Now hor, actually nothing to do, but going to meet celine for dinner, her burfday..haha..most proberly orchard..my schedule seems like very tight but actually its very slack, never work today cause i have to sleep early tonight, my driving test is tmr!! People pray for me!! kk, gotta go now..will update again, soon..plus i need my archives! angela! haha..

P.S: all of u guys better pray i pass my driving !! whee!!! Cya!

2005-05-11T13:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

Went to eat kuishinbo at suntec with my nydc friends..so nice..haha, ok lar, if u are into japanese buffet yea? they have like this preimum item that only the first 20 customers who claim it is for free AND it always ran out even before i could get to the queue..notice how kiasu singaporeans ar huh? lol...after that went to watch Kingdom Of Heaven with my parents..ok lar the show...not that bad..but still wish it was slightly more action packed then it was..

Today

Now going to eat my lunch then go meet gil for hi tea! whee!! haha..coming gil!! gil calling me now..haha, and im still blogging! lol..see u guys around!

P.s : angela, my archives please! thanks! =) whenever u are free lar..

2005-05-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

Ok ok, back back and updated!

Change my blogskin again, this one looks more brighter which looks much nicer i suppose...haha, been working alot, and todays Mother's Day! Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there =)

Thanks angela for the help! though i change it now, u still could help me with my archives..cause my archives causes my blog to have an error..grr! haha, u need my blog codes, have them ready and waiting! thanks for the offer of help! dinner on me 1 day WHEN you are free! haha..kk, gtg, will be back shortly later to update again, in the meantime, chow~!

2005-04-18T03:01:00.000+08:00

Right Now

Blowing my nose...dont know how come suddenly i got cold..must be the lag of sleep..and my fren is sleeping at my place for the moment bcos he juz broke up with his gf..so i have no place to slp...sigh..looks like gona be a long long night for me..my blog looking dead *ask around* hey u guys..where u all go? =) chow for now!

Yesterday

Woke up late ard 11.30, then after that ate lunch at hm cook by my mom, then went to work, and guess who dine in there? haha..u guys'll never guess but..anyhoos, glenn ong and jamie yeo, haha..yea, and i got the wonderful chance to serve them..hahaha! dont know why so many people dont like them, they seem nice to me =P plus they donated $10 to the orphange charity that NYDC was giving to when they heard about it, nice people, yup yup =)

oh oh oh, got my F.I.R 2nd album quite sometime ago..only didnt remember to put it down in my blog..haha, i think i prefer the 1st album..but oh well, nice songs anyhoos! =)

2005-04-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

Ok, change song, haha, let me know whether it fits my blog =)

Nothing much happening today, woke up at 8.30, started studying at 9.15 till now, then its over for the day..yup yup..chatted with angela juz now on msn, she going midnight movie!! i also wanna go! cause never see her for so long liao.. =( now most proberly take my time go down to funan, get myself a new ps2 game and stay at hm play for the night..boring..and the rain dosent help much either..*yawnz* Cya guys!

2005-04-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

My 2 best frens stayed over at my place, played monopoly again, and i won!! wohoo! haha, im happy cause i have nt been winning for the past 4-5 times? lol, success! played till 6am in the morning, then slept till 3pm, but i woke up at 1pm instead..yup yup, after that had lunch come hi tea that my mom could for us! pasta with fish, lol..like those fish and chips kind =P

After that went to bukit batok to sell my xphone, made abit more then if i sell to the shop so im quite happy with it, yup yup, then went back to nydc suntec to eat, after that came back home lor..now so sianz..everybody juz offline..sad, moreover i feel abit alone, dont know why all of a sudden..maybe need some people to cheer me up..yea.

i miss ppl =(

2005-04-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

Ok ok, i know..long time never update, well, actually only 2 days nia..but nvm. back to updating =)

Yesterday

Finally got my o2 mini! after like 1.5months of waiting time..lol, but it was worth it, im soo in love with the phone! muaks! haha, anyhow..nothing much, went to accompany celine to make her ez link card, then after that met shao hong in town for hi tea @ nydc..haha, i suppose to treat him but in the end we both went dutch(is that how u spell it?) then after that went to work! woohoo! got a good comment card from one of the customers, haha..my boss told me, or rather my supervisor that if i get 1 good comment card, i get a free mudpie, haha...so far i got 3, i taken 1 mudpie, still balance 2..yum yum..kk, thats all for now, short update! will update later on!

p.s: angela, there is still comments in my previous entry =P

2005-04-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

Well, im back!

Ok, nothing much to update about..having gastric now..shucks! but nevermind, i think im going to go out and eat real soon, plus i have to work tonight..*yawnz* later maybe going to gym but dont think so lar...no time liao..plus i need to get my new cd frm gramophone at orchard..where got time?? haha..chatted with jamie this morning, hope u are feeling better girl! will always be there for u lar! where, at least down here in s'pore lar..heh =)

Tell u ar..this angela..always avoid the subject of nydc..haha..make me so sad, lol..not say she come there i dont treat her good like that *sniff* so if u see this ar angela, must know what to do ok? =P

Gotta go right about now i guess, just came in to post this blog and to let people know that im back and alive, with the blog up and running, i put in new comment and music..love to hear from people who wish to recommend some nice music for my blog...tag my taggyboard and my comments! aidos!

*daryl runs off*

2005-04-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

Started off by watching "The Pacifier" during midnight screening, ok lar...quite funny that i can laugh but still this kind of comedy should be watch just for the fun of it instead of the storyline and other stuff, heh =)

Went go lamberdor park? is it the correct spelling? *shrugs* anyway..went there for my cousin's b'day pinic, haha..how cool is that? setting is really quiet nice except too many people who wanna fish, and the scenery that u see is all of petrol chemical company and such. but overall nice, for me at least =)

Went roller skating! something which i have not done for a very very long time, realise i still can skate, duhz..of course i can! but yea, feel like buying a new skate of my own as i borrowed my cousin's one. mine was gave to somebody else years ago cause my feet had outgrown it. Ate peach tarts,muffins from delifrance..haha, my relatives went to buy for the pinic, lovely! Also! i went kite flying for the first time in my life!! haha, ok ok, i know u guys may think that i sua ku..but nvm,at least its a brand new experience for me! =P

Till next time! aidos

2005-04-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

Heya!

here i am! back after so long, and it is a long time..5 months since my last post, what as been going on in life? nothing, except now im happy working at NYDC suntec! so those of u guys who wants free food! do remember to drop by whenever possible ok?

Happy 8th day to me and to the someone i know, well, not much people will know this but if u guys know, yea..it will be 1 of my most memorable time and date. I will be happy today even though i've been through alot. Hope the other person will be happy, u take care yea? guess its time to move on? decisions decisions...

Anyhow i will post more later, now its time to go my best friends house to stay and have fun chatting, playing! time changes everything..im now feeling happier. thanks to all those who have stand by me when im down. really appreciate it! Gill, Jamie, Angela! hehe, seems all girls huh? haha, u guys rox! thanks!

So i'll leave u guys here now, take care u all! will update on my life soon!

p.s angela!! nydc!! where are you???! *hehehe*

2004-12-08T09:36:00.000+08:00

A mini update on my current so called life? haha...just came back from my relative's chalet at changi..hmm, quite fun lar..but can be better, haha, maybe this few days going to wild wild wet =P oh oh oh, i've finally found somebody to go watch a movie with me tonight! if there is a movie showtime during the wee hours of the morning! but now checking the timeslots, i doubt so..sigh!

Oh well, oohh, guess everybody who i saw today at changi village while i was having my breakfast ? haha...I had this feeling that i will see her, haha...cause around the time when she goes to work, oh well. past tense? sigh.

Gona grab a couple hours of sleep before going down there again tonight! haha...take care all!

2004-12-07T10:14:00.000+08:00

Dreams are so vivid that it almost seem real, in fact it was real enough for me to wake up to find that i had been crying in my dream and also in reality, not that i wanted to dream about that, but it just came. Sigh.

Not alot of things to update. Oh yea, must go christmas shopping, anybody wants anything? just sound off...haha, i dont mind, if its reasonable priced. =) Miss going out with my teachers, should and going to organise with my friends for outing with them. My xmas wishlist is also going to come, stay tune!! if anybody does come to my blog lar..haha..not alot of people, actually alot of people got my blog address but they dont come, i wont know why, lol, maybe they scared that i ask them to buy me a xmas present, haha! Check back soon for my wishlist!! cheers!!

2004-11-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Sad but what can u do about it? nothing, thats the worst part, just be someone standing by and watching something terrible happen without any power whatsoever to do anything about it. A passer-by, with no direction in life...just someone different. Trying to forget what had happen but without much or little success.

On a happier note, i got my new nike shox 2.4.5 , Didnt expect my mom to get it for me but she went to buy it, weird mom i have...oh yea, asking my mom whether i can get a hamster or two, but have to go through my dad, lets hope he says ok.

Counting down to the days left...i do not know whether the day will come, but i trust for whatever reason, it will be a happy and memorable. But somehow i believe that the day will come, and when it does...will i be able to put it all behind me? or will it stay, so many questions, so few answers. Many more days to come, a new begining, a new day, a new life... a new world.

2004-11-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! finally got my hands on my Alter Bridge cd, wanted it for so long liaoz, parents didnt offer to pay for me..sigh, but oh well..nvm, i dont usually buy cds for myself, so pamper myself with my own money once in a long while =)

Today i went to orchard to run some errands for my mom, then after that went to buy the cd, its l o v e l y .. those people who wants to borrow it can ask from me ok?

I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run
It’s hard to walk this path alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change

2004-11-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody, just a random entry post...what did i do today? nothing much...was studying geog till like 6-7 at nite? then after that went down to suntec alone to eat NYDC...had a mushroom monster and a all american pizza..yup, it was nice, after that was thinking whether to eat desert or not...finally decided not to eat mudpie, yup, so i hang around for a while..saw a group of gallardos...awesome, but kinda bored after awhile yea? oh well, thats my typical day for u!

People may find it dumb...like why am i eating alone? or would waste my time just to eat at NYDC..but i dont know..guess i have nobody to eat with? yea..thats more like it...kinda sad..was there and being able to see so many of the people there having such a good times with their friends or couples..but yea..feels really alone...well, im guess im back to being myself again....just me,myself, and i.

Overall its not too bad...being alone by yourself...u can hang out, do whatever u want...but there is just an emptiness in you..that will stay there..and it just makes me wanna cry sometimes...not to have close frens that u can hang out or chill with. Wanted to go see a movie after dinner, but then felt alone, so did not do so...i hope i have somebody, anybody who would want to see a movie or two with me soon. this emptiness inside me is killing me and making me depressed, well? what to do? hope i get some good fren or so in the near future to hang out with...jamie..wish u were here to hang out yea? sigh...welcome to my life..

2004-11-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hi people,long time no update. real sorry..have exams going on yea? need to study..yup yup. Good luck to those taking exams at the moment, especially the A's people =)

My exams not that bad..still alrite..yea...somehow i now feel that i study better outside then at hm..at hm got too many distractions..actually just my comp..but still it can keep me on for the whole day..yea..go out and study better..yup

Oh my, listening to good music now, i feel that it is good lar..haha, but u guys may think otherwise =P Vertical Horizon, Creed, Hoobstank, Keane, Five For Fighting, Matchbox Twenty, Three Doors Down, Nickleback. Yup, those are what im listening to at the moment..feel like buying all their cds..haha, then can load to my ipod =)

Oh oh, wanted to get AlterBridge..still deciding whether i should buy..maybe get my parents to buy for me..hehe..take care u all ! gotta go study!! love all my close frens!!

2004-10-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

hey peeps, long time never update liao..not that i dont want to update, just that nothing happening to update..so yea =) now seem that life is just normal..go 1 day at a time, yup yup.

Just came back from the hospital..my uncle warded there for heart attack..but everythings fine now, am glad for that =) balance 2 more weeks till exams..the final thing, not that i've not faced it before..but its just the same thing over again, hope this time i do better yea?

"What do you do when you miss someone? You go and see them. And what happens if you cant see them? Then it all becomes a memory"

Nothing fantastic really..just a thought...take care all, and good luck to those taking exams now in poly!

2004-10-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

5x2

Woohoo!! i wanna watch this show!!! anybody wants to go with me ?? proberly no one..its the French Film Festival!! so cool !!! must go and see this show..though its on the 27oct i think, very near exams but oh well! i must go see this show, after all its only for 90mins..i think i can spare that time to watch this show =) going to buy the tix next week!! ooh..cant wait !! see ya guys!

2004-09-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

Its 2am now and i shall update my blog...weird huh? blogging at this time, but oh well...ohh! shall give u all the lovely scientific defination just as i promised, yup yup...here goes:

Quantum Entanglement -- Particles that have interacted at some point retain a type of connection and can be entangled with each other in pairs in a process called correlation. No matter how great the distance between the correlated particles, they will remain entangled as long as they are isolated

There u guys go, something interesting that i came across. so interesting that i can remember this defination and can recite it even though this is like what? 10times or maybe more higher then what im currently studying at the moment, haha, talk about interest =)

Just now watched new police story with my relative, quite good i must say..but its jackie chan yea? so u'll expect most of the good action..plus this time got even some literature in it! yea..gd nite people! shall update more!

2004-09-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey guys..im back, finally huh? haha, long time never update, not that i dont want to update..just didnt have anything to update lar..thats why =)

Yea, just watch Resident Evil: Apocalypse, really good movie!!! must go watch for all those action fans or fans of the game, but most of the people who takes a look at my blog dont go for action flicks! haha, ok lar..this sequel is MUCH MUCH better then the 1st movie, yup yup!

Ohh!! found a scientific defination for my current status..haha, those of u all who read it will proberly know who im talking about yea? shall post that scientific defination another time, haha..didnt even know such defination can be used to describe my life..err, my life? *shrug* oh well! kk, thats all for now!

2004-09-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ok ok, updating!! yea yea...a new blog skin!! very very nice, now somehow is not really that feminie as some people would say..but then its kinda laggy, i think it is because of the snow flakes..dunno y also...will try to maybe remove it then see how, but dont have the flakes then i dont think it is really nice liaoz..yea..

Anyway..hmm, how is everybody? im not much better myself...but then again i cant really complain can i ? jam u take care of yourself k?? hope u will be up and kicking soon!!! Oh yea,i hope u guys like the new poem that is scrolling upwards..see it? its in the center..yea..

Will update more later..see ya!!

2004-09-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to update..lol, or else people start to kill me, lol !! today went to see cinderella story, quite nice! can cry siaz..but yea..i didnt, haha..alright lar the show, not bad..quite good..yea even though the reviews on the newspaper say it sucks..yea =)

IDOL FEVER!!!

OMG, JAMIE!!!!!!! the 7 american idol finalists of season 3 is coming to SINGAPORE!!!! for a 1 night concert!! haaaa!!!!! im so gona buy tix to watch! they only coming to singapore and no where else! haha, how lucky and what luck we have huh?? tix not online to book yet..but i will buy it, $50 lowest - highest $180...most proberly i will buy either in between or the $180 !! all 7 of them leh...super good offer!! haha!! so EGGCITED, not gona be able to sleep! just heard the news on tv..thats why!

Anybody wanna accompany me go see? its on 5th Oct at the singapore indoor stadium!! cant wait siaz!! who wanna go?? msg me, i'll see what i can do about tix..no promises =) chow people!!! *now listening to all the american idol's song* bye!! gd nite people!!

2004-08-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

The New Ferrari 430

2004-08-28T10:20:00.000+08:00

The New Ferrari F430

2004-08-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hi people! long time never update..i also dont know why, maybe because there is nothing for me to update, yea..hope everybody is having a wonderful day ahead of them yea? =)

Woohoo!! tomorrow is the start of the skydiving festival! just wanted to let people know im going for it. its only being held for 2 days..but oh well, im so gona jump out of a helicopter!!! wahhh!! so EGGCITED!! must pay though, sigh, but oh well!! im going skydiving!! cant wait man!! 12'000feet up in the air!! omg, i cant wait!! take care people!! anyhow, the money goes to charity..so i'll be skydiving and giving to charity!! yeeehaa!! will post all about my experience when it finishes! wish me luck people!! =)

Oh yea jam! hah! later on going to eat pancakes breakfast at mac!! haha, oh well, alittle subsitude before going down under to eat that pancakes of yours! =P *hugs*

2004-08-13T03:04:00.000+08:00

Im still awake..look at the time, not tired a bit..sigh, must be the triple shot of espresso..wanted to try something different at starbucks..so now this..serious energizing and high..oh well, whats been happening lately? nothing much..feels normal, just like any time.oh well, i dont know. saw alot of stuff that i wanted to get..but have to wait, dont just go and spend money anyhow..yea..so updated my wishlist again,though i dont know why, not as if anybody gona get me anything from there..sigh..

jamie, u alright liao? prayed for u..yea, hope that flu bug of yours go away k! dont fall sick anymore! take good care of yourself and faster get well! Hope everybody else is ok too!

i dont seem to be myself anymore, weird..maybe its the espresso..nah, just not being myself..hope i'll come back someday..yea *hugs* hope once again everybody nice, warm and snuggly in their bed! sweet dreams people!

2004-08-08T10:04:00.002+08:00

Ferrari 420 Back

2004-08-08T10:04:00.001+08:00

Ferrari 420 Front

2004-08-04T02:41:00.000+08:00

Baby Blue Comic Strip

Hehe, i decided to add a comic strip to my post every few days so u guys can humour yourself, haha...somehow thats the max size..but i'll try to make it bigger if possible, so far it is still possible to read, but i'll try to fix the problem soon!! =)

2004-08-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

Somehow the movies nowadays comes out on different dates from the US, its not uncommon, but i thought quite good movies should come out around the same date? anyway, add The Notebook movie to this month movie list. yea, im thinking of going to watch this, but then again, i have nobody to watch with me, well..back to my single person go watch movies again..haha..its gona be just like old times..

Nothing to update, found out can buy ipods at sim lim square and they are much cheaper then at the apple authorise dealers..yea..dont know whether gona get one or not..still deciding, or to get the creative zen touch..sigh, difficult choice, lol !! take care!! update another time!!

2004-08-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

1 day after my b'day..im 18 alrdy..hmm, feel slightly older, dont know =) haha..anyway, updated my movies page for august ..yea, basically the movies this month sucks..anyhow, no time for movies, prelims coming..yea..need to pia! sigh..but if i were to watch 1 movie only, it will be collateral..yup yup..update another time =P

2004-08-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

its 12am !! 1st of Aug!! my birthday!! haha..finally im 18th !! take care!!

haizz..my 17th life is all over..its finally came to an end..yea..im really gona miss it though, all my beautiful, precious memories and moments came in my 17th life, it is one time of my life i would gladly lived all over again without any regrets...it was the most happiest time of my life..and it will remain in my heart always till the day i die. now as i sit here tearing alittle, i hope that my 18th will be better..but i know nothing in this life is gona change the once in my lifetime journey and adventure with you, be it up or down, i gladly share them with you..i have no regrets and i hope time change will make the 18th a better, lovely and more joyful time...all the best to my 18th year! =)

2004-07-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

With All I Am

Into Your hand, i commit again. All i am, for you, Lord. You hold my world, in the palm of your hand. And i am Yours, forever, Jesus, I believe in you, Jesus, I belong to you, you're the reason that i live, the reason that i sing, with all i am. I'll walk with You, wherever You go. Through tears and joy. I'll trust in you. And i will live, in all of Your ways and Your promise, forever, I will worship, I will worship You.

A song that im listening to right now from the new hillsongs music cd..yea..i know he knows how much i loved you, and how much more that im still loving u, all through this time...and it may be so for a long time to come. I hope he knows how much i cherish u..even when i dont do anything to make it show.

Anyway, my b'day 5 more days but i celebrating very early, cause i have 5 groups to celebrate with..yea..i dont know what i will be doing, but i'll post it as soon as i know k, everybody's invited..please do come, if u all can make it...yea

Im sorry if i have made people who have read the last post sad..or hurt or whatever, it was not my intention to make u people like this, just that that night i dont know what came over me...i still love all of you...even people who dosent show me any care at all...i love u guys..k... update on my b'day soon k..till then..

2004-07-26T05:20:00.001+08:00

LOOK here! its so fucking annoying when people treats u like they want to use u, im FUCKING MEAN it! ok...im STRESSING THAT this NOT 1 or 2 people..its not only to my CLOSE FRENS, its ALSO TO THE NOT CLOSE FRENS..its like the whole world..u all got a problem with me? for what the hell for? what did i ever do to deserve this huh??? bloody hell! i darn ass hate it when people treat u like they want to use u..what the hell?? look, i treat all my frens close and non-close alike ok..u have a problem, u come to me and i'll help u out with it..all that i want is to make my frens happy ok..but when u are like alone and stuff..the whole world seems to go out of your life, nobody to msg saying"hi, how are you" and stuff like that...just a simple msg or a call asking whether u are alrite...NO! people have to disappear all of a sudden, and its like damn fucking annoying!! i repeat!! fucking annoying!! i try to help all of u people who needs my help or just to help anybody make their life happier and what do i get in return ? people hell avoiding me like im not even on earth, much less in singapore or whatsoever.. DO YOU THINK I GIVE THE HELL WHAT YOU THINK?????!!!!!!! DO YOU????!!!!!!

This is is fucking pissing annoying mood ok? u all dun care about me? fine!!! so bloody be it! you think im here entertaining all of u people...even my close frens can forget me! what the hell!?!? go on everybody, be piss at me. why dont you! very happy right? feels damn fucking good to be like that right? do anybody ever cares how i feel ???? or what im going through?! this itself is UTTER COMPLETELY BULLSHIT! its bad enough that im here, all alone, writing this SHIT POST and all you people are in bed dreaming on whatever dreams that may be happening!

Look here,im not gona be an asshole here ok ? if you guys dont want to read this, then to hell with u guys!!! i had enough of this shit already! u all wanna treat me like dirt, like somebody who is not here, u all feel good when people helps u in times of need or make u feel happier..what the fucking hell?!?! i dont expect people to show concern on me or do whatever.. u all can go on your life likes nothing ever happen. pretended i never even publish this post!! who the hell is gona care for me after all that i done for everybody!!? i always like to help people whenever they need help or even just lent my support, and I DONT EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN!! but do anybody have the courtesy to show your friendship to me?? close people that i have not seen for like 1 month or so choose to ignore me, fine go ahead..look, u all dont even have to remember me anymore ok? so be it! i prefer to be fucking alone then to be used by frens who use me only just because i dont know for whatever the hell reasons that u have!

Im like mostly happy all the time, but there is a few times like this when u do NOT CROSS ME!! im NOT the fun,dazzle amusment park that u can go on rides whenever u feel like it, im a HUMAN, not a darn ROBOT and i've got feelings TOO!! im EXACTLY like anybody else who feels lonely, not wanted, sad, happy, joyful ! everything darn thing that u feel i do too!!! i will definetly gurantee that if u try crossing me, u'll have hell to pay for!!! dont expect merry cherrful things after all that u people done for me! cause when i've come to this stage..nothing in the world matters anything to me!! u want hell? i'll give u hell!! u choose the wrong guy to mess with ok !?! n im in a damn unhappy mood as all of u people can see!!! dont play with me!!

[P.S] THIS IS FOR EVERYBODY!!! NOT A PARTICULAR PERSON!

2004-07-26T05:16:00.000+08:00

this post is for yesterday: the 25th of july..yea..

well, nothing much happen, went to church..after that went to bk at tam to eat with jie and nat..turns out jie was angry with nat..yea..was kinda sad seeing them quarreling and all..but after for a while after she left, then nat went after her..then ok liao..kind happy for them, makes me think there is still some love left in this world.yea

Went to the F.I.R session at west mall..yea,very far..but dunno lor..just sudden urge to feel like going, so go lor..the guy looks the same, only the girl is different..yea..dunno why also..

2004-07-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

whew, tired, just came home from lido, watch i,robot with my frens..haha..2 of them, those that were quite close to me last time, no try to get back the close friendship =) i must say i,robot is quite nice, kinda co0l, its something like minority report, if u guys have seen it u will know what i mean..yea, not too bad, action is ok..of course it could be better, but overall quite good movie..yea

Anyway, whats been happening lately in my life? nothing..haha, sad right? just been studying and studying, its becoming a daily routine..kinda boring if u ask me..really miss those nice adventures last time..sigh =(

oh well, jam! i hope u are ok k ? i know its tough for u, but u gotta hang in there!!! we are all here for u..everybody in singapore.. =) kk, i'll pen here now...wait update someother time!

[P.S my b'dae only 8 days away..haha]

2004-07-21T14:06:00.000+08:00

yup yup! updated my blog again! finally, after the virus, it seems to be gone for now =) anyway, updated my wishlist, more coming soon as my b'dae draws near! haha..so all you guys who dunno what to get for me can see, but im not expecting anything big or much lar..jus a nice sms wishing me a happy birthday will do, hehe =P

yea, gona update my wishlist for more items, things that i wanna get but somehow didnt manage to get..lol...erm, i dont know what to do on my b'dae, any people with any ideas out there? i wanna celebrate with a few people only..not a very big occassion as i just feel like this time my b'dae not really big anymore..things definetly have change..sigh..but those of you who wanna celebrate my b'dae are welcome ok, come by all means if u all can make it..heh! haha..kk..will update on my b'dae celebrations soon, by next week to let u guys know what im gona do =)

oh well..bought a new hillsongs cd, very nice i must say, haha..soothing, can do work and listen to it at the same time..yup yup. Will update later, or another time if my virus comp allows it..haha, take care people!

A outside look does not mean the inside look will be the same; even if times changes everything